Thursday, October 6, 2011

"Idols" There will be NO other gods before me.

You shall not make for yourself any carved image. You shall not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God.
Exodus 20: 1-17 Ten Commandments

Obviously we know that in Asia most of the percentage in terms of Religion is consumed by Buddhism. But the other percent comes from Hindu and Muslim Religious views and customs. None the less all false doctrines, gods and idols. I am going to talk in Britney terms so that means I am just going to tell you how it is and what I witnessed and felt in my Spirit without trying to dress it up with huge words:)

I pray that the Holy Spirit would be alive and well in my life and that I would feel him near and that I will always listen to his still small voice or his pushing me to act in each moment. But tonight for the first time in a long time I felt the grieving of the Holy Spirit within me. But I have never encountered it to this extreme. This was an intense grieving for the lost and those that have fallen into Satan lies and confusion. As we know Satan is the Father all of ALL lies and we know that there is NO truth in him. He creates confusion. John 8:44-45.

I was told by a friend that there was going to be a huge Hindu parade tonight near our school that we teach at. I asked about the parade and she later told me it was actually a Muslim parade. I told her I may stop by in order to get some action shots of people for storing and looking back on once I move back to the States. While I was at the church, after school teaching English, I had come to the conclusion I was not going to go to the parade because I was tired and I felt uneasy about it. Well when I got off of the BTS(sky train) the exit where I get on my motorbike to go home happened to be the same area that the parade was on. So I simply stepped to the side of the overpass to get a photo of the street covered with hundreds of people, music and lights. When I did this I received an overwhelming urge to pray. To pray over all of the people in the street whether they were involved in the performances and rituals or praying to the images or even if they were innocent bystanders or people passing through on their way home. As I began to pray I could not control m self I was filled with such an intensity to go down to the parade and walk the streets praying. I cannot put into words this experience but I will try my best. Tears were rolling down my face by the end of the night while walking through the streets.

I witnessed things in this Muslim parade that reminded me of the Israelites in Exodus 32 when they created the golden calf. Moses was called up to meet with God on Mount Sinai to receive the two templates with the Commandments on them. When the Israelites saw that Moses was so long in coming down from the Mountain they created a golden calf out of gold items such as jewelry and they burnt offerings and dancing in front of it praising golden calf (false god or idol). God had every right to destroy them people and be filled with anger! In the beginning of this story the Israelites cried out to God in slavery and he DELIVERED them. Not only did he deliver them but he provided for them while leading them to the Promise Land. He gave them manna from heaven and water from ROCKS even after performing numerous miracles and getting them out of the slavery and bondage they were in. And then here they were after everything God had done for them turning their backs on him and worshiping FASLE gods. But Moses pleaded on their behalf and God was slow to anger and continued to lead them to the Promise Land.
-I was grieving because the Holy Spirit inside of me was grieving. I thought to myself if I was grieving and sad and I love these people that I do not even know, then how must God the Father who CREATED these people and sent his only son to die a gruesome death feel?

As I walked the streets I saw many, many offerings being made to idols and altars with blazing fire and images being praised. I saw people burning themselves and felt so much confusion and evil in witchery protruding from them. These people are being so deceived to think that their idols and "golden calves" will keep them from being burned or that they would be blessed by these false gods. I saw PRAYER lines and women on their knees being prayed for! I saw a man rubbing red paint on people’s foreheads and trying to HEAL them. I also saw a women at one of the altars with eyes closed shaking and sweating while her mother was wiping swear from her forehead and face. My Spirit sensed possession and confusion in this woman. My heart went out to her all I wanted to do was grab her and tell her in my foreign tongue that she was confused but that the One and only True God desires to have a relationship with her and that so much Hope comes from that! I saw sweet, beautiful children with paint on their foreheads dressed in Muslim attire and being told to kneel at the altar. Everyone that passed by each idol and alter wieing(bowed in honor and respect). Hundreds were getting and burning incense around the altars as well. All I could do was pray my hands were shaking and I felt the presence of God SO near and SO close. I know he allowed me to see this for a reason. While I was around SO much evil and confusion the one thing that was REAL and sound was the Holy Spirit and his protection and guidance to pray. God wanted me to see this in order to show me that I can NOT become numb here in Thailand. I cannot become complacent and I can NOT stop praying for these people. I love these people so much and I am only human so how much more does God who created them love and care for them? I felt like Moses with the Israelites asking God for favor on these people. BUT thanks to God’s Mercy, Grace and unconditional Love he wants these people to be in relationship with him and to spend eternity with him.

As I felt God’s presence so near and in such an intense way I was reminded of the story of Elijah and the prophets of Baal in 1 Kings 18:25-26 Elijah said to the prophets of Baal, “Choose one of the bulls and prepare it first, since there are so many of you. Call on the name of your god, but do not light the fire.” So they took the bull given them and prepared it. Then they called on the name of Baal from morning till noon. “Baal, answer us!” they shouted. But there was no response; no one answered. And they danced around the altar they had made. (I saw people burning themselves at this parade and praying "blessings" and prayers of "healing")
27- 29At noon, Elijah began making fun of them. "Pray louder!" he said. "Baal must be a god. Maybe he's day-dreaming or using the toilet or traveling somewhere. Or maybe he's asleep, and you have to wake him up." The prophets kept shouting louder and louder, and they cut themselves with swords and knives until they were bleeding. (Burning each other at the Muslim parade) This was the way they worshiped, 29and they kept it up all afternoon. But there was no answer of any kind.
Elijah asked the Baal worshippers to also put water everywhere around the altar of the Lord which was in ruins.
He called upon the Lord God Almighty and said in Verse 37: "O LORD, God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, let it be known this day that you are God in Israel, and that I am your servant, and that I have done all these things at your word. Let them know you are turning their hearts back again. Verse 39: Then the fire of the Lord fell and burned up the sacrifice, the wood, the stones and the soil and also LICKED UP THE WATER! When the people saw this they fell prostrate and cried "The Lord- He is GOD!

Romans 14:11--As sure as I live and I am God, One day EVERY knee shall bow and every tongue WILL confess that I am God!

I am writing this and asking all Christ followers to read this for two reasons A. For his GLORY! In order to see his Power and his Righteousness. B. Please people that love Christ and ALL his people Help me! Help me to lift these lost and confused people up in intense prayer. These are people that are so lost and far gone and have listened to Satan’s lies and trickery. They are such sweet people that are so deceived.
As Christians we WANT everyone to receive Christ and know the Unconditional Love of the Father for his children and the Hope that lies within that!
I have attached Images below of these sweet people, the Muslim parade and idols(altars) and images from stories told above of what I saw. They are blurry because all I had was a camera on my phone and it was dark and lots of fire so that made it blurry. Not to mention there were hundreds of people!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eq4v98bAez4 watch!




























Saturday, October 1, 2011

Oh the Places you will Go --Dr. Seuss

"A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step." -- Lao Tzu
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." -- Mark Twain
Explore. Dream. Discover.

Oh the things I get to see, places I get to visit and people I get to meet. I am overwhlemed with the sights and the life stories people share with me here. The best moments in life are when God uses people and or situations over here to remind me HEY I am here with you and I love you! God has sent me so many people to speak life and encouragement into me, he has sent me people from all different cultures and walks of life that ultimately have come to the realization God is Lord of all! It is amazing to see people from Hindu background, Islamic, Buddhist and even those that once believed in nothing come to know Christ.
The cry is still for the overwhelming Buddhist community here. Buddhism is not only a religion but it is tied into the Thai culture. Families believe that Buddhist define who they are and are apart of their history,so it is difficult in most situation to even get someone to listen to you talk about Christ. This is when intense prayer begins for the Holy Spirit to lead, guide and have his way.
Buddhist believe that salvation is within you. You must let go of all desires and personal wants and needs to reach nirvana( which is not heaven neccessarily it is simply a good place to be) and it is all credited by merit. How much can you do? If you did little in this life you will return to Earth again as someone or something else until you do good enough on Earth to reach the "good place."
Thankfully with Christ it is not by works that we receive salvation but it is freely given by his Grace and Mercy when we believe, have Faith and accept Christ as Lord and Savior into our hearts.

For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God Ephesians 2:8
The concept of salvation and eternity in Heaven is FREELY given  is difficult to communicate to a Country that believes you must work in order to receive the ultimate prize. Most will flat out tell you..you are lazy, Christians are lazy and just want things handed to them. In some aspects I believe we as the Church are lazy and we are the ones that believe in the one true God so why are we not out in all parts of the World screaming it from the mountains, rooftops and hills? BUT in terms of Salvation I try to explain that because we are merely humans made of sinful flesh we have no right to even think we can do something that would be worthy of entering Heaven. But Praise be to God he sent his Son to die for us and be the final sacrafice and take that sin away from the human race. GRACE!:)

Cool Story and then I am done and will post travel pictures promise.
A boy volunteering at BCC(Bangkok Chrisitan College where I am a Second grade teacher) opened up to me in a way that did not leave me the same. He and his family like most Thai families are devote Buddhist. He traveled to Australia and while there committed is life to the Lord and is now a Christian. When arrived back to Thailand he was filled with fear about telling his family because they would be furious to the point of shunning him. When I asked him why he decided to convert, I was given such an amazing answer that would help me to reach out to the Buddhist community in a completely different way. He told me that he would continue to ask people "well what exactly do I have to do to get to Nirvana? How many merits do I need to receive?" And everytime he asked these questions NO ONE could give him an answer. This discouraged him because he needed what we like to call Hope! Who doesn't want to end up in the "good place?"
When hearing about Chrsit and salvation and how it is given freely and that there is NOTHING we can do as far as receiving merit he was drawn by the Holy Spirit to listen. He thought "I want to be in the good place!" And from then on he committed him life to the Lord and is a firm believer. The prayer is still for courage with his family(which he has been given and is being more open than before) and that they will see a difference in his life and that would be witness enough!
READ Crazy Love by Francis Chan if you get the chance.

Now Floating Market(Market on water, it is how they used to get around in Thailand and they would buy everything they needed on water) Each boat had different things like food, drinks and material. A part of Bangkok kept this way of doing things to keep the Culture and History alive.
Lumporri Temple: monkies galoure. people come here to play with and take pictures of the street monkies. It looks like Planet of the Apes. I have played with street monkies before but now that my hair is longer it wasn't as fun because they kept pulling my hair out.
Zoo crazy: I have laid with tigers and held baby tigers, held and played with monkies, took pics with a baboon, rode on elephants and was in a show with one.
Temples: obviously I do not believe in bowing to false gods so I did not but the detail in the carvings and culture was amazing. Taking our shoes off reminded me of when those called by God and were talked to by God had to remove their shoes because they were standing on Holy ground. this was not Holy ground because it was a false god and simply an image. but we did have to remove our shows to go into the temples.
China town: madness, tons of people, tons of food and shopping. But I love Chinese writing!
Yes I did dress in authentic Thai apparel and perform for the entire school. That was fun and interesting
Koh Chang--largest island in Thailand. Means elephant island. saw elephants, learned how to drive motorbikes and toured the island on them on our own. Hiked and went to the largest waterfall. It was beautiful














Lights of the World.

Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these." Matthew 19:14
And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Matthew 18:3
Suggestion: Read "Heaven is for real"

When I am not working with the 30 crazies Mon-Friday my heart is with other less fortunate but just as beautiful if not more beautiful and kind hearted kiddies around Bangkok. God has his hand throughout Thailand in so many different ways and I love seeing him in action everywhere. I am always reminded of the song that was originated in Bangkok Thailand by Bluetree in the Redlight district(where sex trade is most common here). The song "You're the God of this city" that was covered by Chris Tomblin. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXh_tgjnYJw watch!
I have been able to see churches open up their facilities(which are not full of material and flashy, showy performances like in America may I add) to teach English to children that can not afford it. This is important because bangkok especially is very Westernized and learning English is very important to families.
An orphanage in particular that I have seen Gods mighty hand in. The group is very tight and full of love for one another. It is a Christian orphanage that teaches the children of Gods love for them and the meaning of God being our father and his adoption process with each and every child. These children teach me so many things by just loving one another and being each others brothers and sisters and family.
Working in the slums is very humbling. Words can not express a sight such as this. Seeing children playing in the trash and running around barefoot, babies without diapers and clothes that do not fit. The words that come to mind are humbling, blessed, thankful. Mostly I want to collect them all and give them everything I own.
I can not WAIT to see God rock this country! and show them his unconditional love for them.

It is written: "'As surely as I live,' says the Lord, 'every knee will bow before me; every tongue will confess to God.'" Roman 14:11











he is the ONE and ONLY true God, King of Kings and Lord or Lords, the Alpha and Omega, the beginning middle and end